A day at Montemar

Montemar Beach Club Resort is situated at Bagac, Bataan.

Sulit ang Php1,000 fee per head. Yung 1k inclusive of P500 entrance fee and P500 consumable for food and drinks. 

Friendly ng staff nila. Very welcoming. 
Today, I chose to have a…

Steady life.

Sun kissed skin.

Chill view

Costly but worth the stay. Nag Day tour lang kami. For more info, just visit their website. 
So, where to next?

Sa pag gising ko

Heto nanaman ang umagang sasalubong na kung saan tirik ang init ng araw. Hindi ganun ka init. Tama lang. Masarap langhapin ang kasamang hangin. 

Pag pasok sa bahay ay pagtimpla agad ng mainit na kape ang aking nasa isip. 

Kape para sa saglit na pag iisip at pagpapagaan ng umagang sinalubong.

Kapeng tama ang timpla. Hindi mapait, hindi matamis, at mainit. 

Magtimpla ka na din ng saiyo.

Magkape tayo. 

Paano na bukas?

Anong meron?

Oo nga pala, matatapos nanaman ang araw na ito. 

Kamusta ka naman? Nag aalala ka pa din ba? Bakit ka nga ba nag aalala? Ikalma mo muna yan sarili mo. Saka ka mag isip ng mga mapayapang bagay. Hindi ko sinasabing kamatayan, kundi kahit panandaliang katahimikan. 
Ipikit mo mga mata mo habang nag iisip ng masasayang ala ala. Mga natapos mong gawain ngayon araw. 

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam diba? Ginhawa. Payapa. Sariwa.

Huwag mag atubiling mag pahinga. Mag isip ng tama. Mahal pa naman kita. 
Yikes. 

So, paano na bukas? 

Ito nanaman

Yung feeling na na-achieved mo lahat ng gagawin mo sa araw na ito. Ang sarap at ang gaan sa pakiramdam diba? 

Mapapaisip ka pa sa oras bago mo ipikit ang iyong mga mata na sana maging kapareho netong araw na ito ang bukas na panibagong araw sa iyong buhay.

Hay. Buhay. 

Kay sarap mong isabuhay.

Unemployed

Anong konsepto ang nabubuo sa iyong isipan kapag nabanggit ang katagang

UNEMPLOYED?

tambay, nagbibilang ng poste, kain-tulog, walang pera, at iba pang salita na maiuugma sa taong walang trabaho.

Paano nga ba dumiskarte upang mag hanap-buhay? Lakas ng loob ang isa sa gagamitin mong puhunan upang pasukin ang mundo ng pakikisalamuha sa iba’t ibang tao upang kumita ng sariling pera at ipang gastos sa araw araw na pangangailangan. 
Kung nakakarelate ka, 

ano ang iba pang mga naging puhunan mo sa paghahanap ng trabaho? 

2016 to 2017

Binabalikan ang mga araw na hindi ko inakalang hindi ko malalagpasan.

Kung saan natagpuan ko ang tunay kong sarili sa hirap na aking dinanas. napaka 2016 naman pakinggan. Oo, tama ka. 2016 ay 2016.

Sa 2016 mo pupulutin ang sarili mo para kayanin ang 2017.

Kumbaga,

“the History of Tomorrow is Today.”

 

 

 

Go USTe

It was my first time to see the beauty of UST. Since first year college, never ako nakapasyal doon kahit nag aaral ang iba kong friends sa UST. Sobrang nabighani talaga ako. As in. Pagkapasok palang, nanlalaki na mga mata ko sa laki ng UST grounds. Napadaan kami sa Arki Bldg… Sinamahan ko kasi friend ko magbayad for admission sa law school. Habang paakyat kami ng stairs, nagulat ako may nadiscover ako na may museum pa sa loob. Grabe feel ko nasa national museum ako. Tas ang bilis bilis pa doon sa may cashier at accounting. Very good. Pak kayo dyan! Sobrang natuwa talaga ako. Diversity is evident inside the UST. Tas may mga sumasayaw pa ang saya lang nila. Tas ang friendly nung nasa desk doon sa admission cntr for law school. GRABITI! Hindi ko man nalibot ng buo pero alam kong napaka grand ng UST inside and out. 

GO USTe!

For her Brylle

 

 

Braving all the pain you have endured through those sleepless nights, I should say, they are one of the most genuine moments a human can do. Wonderin’ how you were able to adapt with the changing environment, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

Until the night I saw you, being conveyed to the room to deliver this tender, everything was fast. Few minutes after, the nurse came in with a heartfelt message.  Our family rejoiced for such news. We’ve prepared so much things, plans, activities, and even accessories for him. We are just very excited to what will happen next.

Normally, surprises are both overwhelming and frightening. We don’t get any clues nor hints. It is like a puzzle we are just starting to solve. A mystery to be unveiled. A redemption in the end, indeed.

A month have passed, the puzzle we are living in has not yet resolved. Stuck and Still. But as we go on, we were able to gather the pieces of information we need. Information that gave us hope of a light, love, and happiness.

After a few days, things get tougher as we resemble every pattern we can create. As the pattern depicts a picture of hope, we knew such hope was a blur. A figure we cannot see clearly from afar.

Until again, the night came. The revelation in which God redeemed what he has given. after battling all the challenges, we saw everything in the mystery was an Angel. An Angel who will guide us through our journey to God.

 

P.S. This is dedicated to my sister, Rhye, who raised an angel. I cannot say that she lost and it was a loss, since from the beginning up until now, this innocent one is a gain within our hearts.

Brylle live a month and eleven days.

He may be ours for a while, but we know in our hearts, he is God’s forever.

 

 

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25 hours awake

A person live his day for 24 hours. But for some, a day consists of 25 hours. The former live an ordinary life, while the latter live an extraordinary life. Why would I say such?
Well, because these people may differ from those who live a life in common who prefer things within their reach  doing it similarly, day by day. Not judging people though, because for me, I know that there will be always an open door leading you to be an extraordinary one, to be the exception, not mending with those people who live #YOLO. 

It is not right to say “you only live once”, we live everyday. we have seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, and years to live, but dying takes just seconds from our lives, because the moment we die is the time we fade from this world. I tell you, we may exist in their memories but it does not qualify the true existence we want.

I am telling you. We Only Die Once.